Why is it so hard to throw away memories?

Why is it so hard to let go of something so precious and dear to me?

I was wilful today.

Skipped school so that i can have ‘more time to ponder over spilled milk’.

F**king foolish act.

I should at least brace myself for the people who loves me.

The best way to stop a gal from crying is to tell her that her mascara is smudging. She’ll stop crying immediately.

YEAH! I’VE GOT MY OWN IPOD! =D

School started yesterday… Yeah! New frens, new faces(including an ah pei around his sixties)..

Though happy, I am so damn tired coz I slept at 3 for the last 2 days, and i had to wake at 730 the next day.

I can get a good night rest today… finally.

Oh ya. I’ve already got 2 assignments waiting for me. On the first day of school. Cool isn’t it?

Anyone got 0-12 months baby to lend me? I need their help to model, take photos and I’ve to observe their habits.

Some men, when they wan to let go of a relationship(or fling), they say things like ‘you deserve someone better’, hoping the poor lady will feel better after knowing she’s actually with someone lousy.

Well, is it after you had her in bed, then somehow think she’s too good, that’s why you men say she deserves someone better?

If she’s really so good, you would have hold her dearly in your arms.

I drank tea today, after a long long time.

I remembered whining bout ‘Kent loves tea! Kent loves tea!’ =)

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Gina and i worked for Fortinet today. Some annual it show or something at Suntec. We were there at 9, all the way till 5. Wat’s worse? We’re wearing heels. ******* painful feet and it’s so freezing cold. Bought same pair of shoes with gina to change after we finished work. If we din do so, i think we’ll have to crawl on the floor. Had dinner over at some indonesian resturant, marina square. Had a fun time taking photos and toking bout men.

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How stupid is one when he/she keeps repeating the same cycle of torment, when they have the power to change things for the better?

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When will i ever start to love myself?

Oh. Forgot to add this. When i was at momo last sat, this guy asked, ”Hi, can MAKE FRENS?”

I replied with hi and when i’m done introducing, i turned to gina and started giggling.

Naughty thoughts came to my mind again. I told gina, ”Thank goodness he didn’t ask if we could MAKE LOVE!”

HeeHee HaHa HooHoo. And we continued dancing.

Would you sacrifice my heart to save yours?

I was looking through my photo albums. And then i came across a birthday card.

”If I were the sun

I’ll write little notes for you

on all the leaves with golden ink

leaving them everywhere

for you to find

throughout the years

to bring you smiles and joy

with my heart’s messages

of love and affection

bringing blessings and love

adding light into your life

But alas… I am not your sun!

Happy Birthday Janice!”

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Psst… Do you remember writing it? =)