November 27th, 2005

A busy weekend for me! Was workin at the Big Boys Toys at Expo… Had so much fun with Gina. Just check out the crazy number of photos we took. We had a few shots with ferrari as well… and I’ll be posting them up soon. Wait patiently ya. =)  We played pool over there, some hockey game, checked out the sex shop (but didn’t buy anything..), and had photos taken by over 30 photographers at the same time. It’s so scary to have soooooooo many people swarming around you and take pics like mad. At the end of the day, gina and I were quite blind from all the powerful flash. And our feet were in pain. Extreme pain from the long hours for 2 consecutive days. Dunno how we managed to drag ourselves to momo on sat after work! Had fun at momo as well, coz both gina and fransca is around. Alrighty, I dun wanna say too much. Gotta sleep. Enjoy watchin the photos!Dsc07410

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November 20th, 2005

Before I moved on to say anything, this is the young man that wanted to marry me. He’s got nice eyes right? He’ll grow up to be a heartbreaker.  Image029

Anyway, he’s in spiderman’s uniform. I love men in uniform. Oh ya. Luckily he’s not very tall. Some of his frens at his age’s already quite tall.. I mean when they hug me I have to lean back a little to prevent ‘pillowing’ them. Dunno whether they did it on purpose or not. Well, good for them. Dun be too jealous.

Ok. I went momo on friday again. Had lambogini again, before I saw my ex and his frens. It’s been a year and a half since I last saw him. Strangely, I couldn’t remember his name. I mean I remembered his frens’s names, and not his. It was until his fren called him then I ‘Ohhh’… Anyway, had brandy, dunno how many glasses of that. Went for supper with fransca, him and his frens at geylang. Then he brought me to the nearby hotel. No la. Just kidding. He sent his fren back to jurong, then fransca and another guy to plaza sing, and me to his place. No la. I’m kiddin again. I went home because I insisted. So throughout the journey back home, we talked a bit bout the past (a bit bcoz half of the time I’m asleep). He kept asking me if I missed him. I said no each time. And then he said I’m heartless because he missed me alot. Come on lo, he didn’t even say he miss me as much when we were together. Men only know how to treasure things when they lost them. When he was at my doorstep, he requested for a kiss, after a bear hug from him. ‘Kiss for wat?’ I said. I mean, just because we used to be intimate together doesn’t mean that I wan to be intimate with you now right?

Then again, I dun wan to because I feel a need in respecting myself. I mean I said, claimed, showed, that I feel for someone. I still feel for the same person, so sleeping with somebody else even though he wouldn’t know and even if I did it’s not wrong because we were not together isn’t right ya? I just dun wanna lie through my teeth. And tears shed are not for symphathy.

Anyway, I dun really know wat I’m toking bout now. I foresee a fever. Yes, again. And right now I feel like a transversite. I’m already tall (thus lookin like a guy), have strong jawline (erm, and anything you wanna add, pretty, sexy, gorgeous or watever)… and the plus point is I sound like a guy now. Thanks to my flu. Sniff. Nobody’s taking care of me. Sniff.

November 12th, 2005

Hadn’t been bloggin for an entire week. Not that I dun have anything to say…

School:

I just started my attachment on monday and I’m now very close with some of them… And I realised the kids that I like are mostly good-lookin. Gosh. I am biased. So on monday, I played with this cute guy boy… When I had to leave for home, he gave me a hug and said, ‘Teacher Jastene, I like you, you so pretty’. Just this sentence alone made my day. So I gave him some sweets the next day, and he smiled at me each time he saw me. He would even peep from the door when i’m teaching. By thursday, he’s already so fond of me that he said, ‘Teacher Jastene, I wan to marry you’.

It’s my first marriage proposal. From a 5 year old kid. I patted his head and said, ‘Ok. When you grow up k?’ He nodded.

Momo on Friday:

Gina had white wine, 3 lambogini, 1 dunno wat and a few sips of corona.

I had white wine, 3 lambogini, 1/2 submarine(bcoz it tastes awful), 1/2 beer, and dunno wat else i drank.

Lotsa things happened.

Gina and I were feeling the rush from all the drinks we had. We had fun dancing and giggling like we used to, until we saw her bf. Obviously she had to stick to her boyfren, and I was left alone with *******. Guess wat her bf reply me when I msg him and asked where is gina? ‘Fuck you… Bring gina with the guys’. He’s freakin rude. Gina didn’t hug anybody. And even if Gina wans to hug anybody is it my fault?

And then I dun wish to say wat happened next. It just didn’t feel very good. Didn’t make any difference from a ragdoll.

Sat morning:

Went home feeling feverish. I wanted someone to take care of me. To which he said I can take care of myself. I rather he says he’ll be very busy. Went to the doc myself, ate maggie mee and slept. Felt so cold despite burning from fever.

November 6th, 2005

Went to work at a rugby event with my group of frens yesterday…

Gina and I were workin for standard chartered. We were practically being ordered around, to serve their guests, ask them every 1 min whether they wan drinks, heineken, pastries, sandwiches, fruits, burgers, fries, chips. Walao. The in charge for other booths are not as f**k up as ours lo. Tellin us to work like we are paid like $10000 an hour. Then we have to wear over size t-shirts. Wat’s worse? The bloody person ask us to pick litter, in front of the guests!!! IT’S A FREAKING BIG INSULT. I kept complaining to Gina that we dun have to stoop so low. In other events, we’re paid for like more than $200 for less than 3 or 4 hours, and all we have to do is walk around and flash a smile. The whole 8-6 event is as torturous as telling you to beg for money. The moment it striked 6, I just grabbed Gina’s hand and left. Hell no if they asked us to work for another minute! You see, I’m not saying I’m very delicate and can’t take hardships. My point is that we can use our talents and traits for better workin opportunities! Argh. Blogging bout this just makes me boil again.

Ok. So I grabbed Gina and went showering at the changing room (we didn’t shower together, I mean we did, but at different rooms). Being fresh simply cooled us a lil. Then we went for dinner at Siam Kitchen, had buffet (not very satisfied, coz the food tastes almost the same - all hot. Even so, it made our day a lil better).

After dinner, we rushed home, bathed again and prepared for the threesome night out. Momo again. So the moment fransca, gina and I stepped into the crowd, we noticed a change in the atmosphere. Momo feels like a drug house to me all of a sudden! Young boys everywhere jumping at the dancefloor, knockin us when we walked past. Even the gals didn’t behave graciously. After some beer we had, we rushed to the dancefloor. Fransca had some fren who had martel over at some tables, so we went for some drinks after a lil ass shakin. Damn the stupid guy challenged me for another practically no mixture martel after downing one. He smirked, thinking I cannot finished it. I told gina and fransca to get out of that table after slamming that empty glass. After that, Fransca had to leave for a straight guy fren in a gay club, and I had to leave soon after as well, so gina and I went to the dancefloor and partied for another 15 min or so. Have to pacify gina some other day coz we left her alone for our own pleasure…

Tomorrow’s the start of my practicum. Sigh. Must be covered up for the next 3 weeks. Why?  Coz being covered up means I’m a good virgin role-model.

And I may arouse the lil children if i wear my sleeveless tops.

Oh well.